FINALLY PREGNANT and confused?!?!!!!

Dina
I've had a long journey! With a Hx of PCOS, I got pregnant on my own in March 2016 but it was a chemical pregnancy that failed leading to a series of complications including a left tube removal, 4 failed <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IUI</a> cycles and finally got a positive test! I'm now only 4 weeks so I know I'm not in the clear but so far my beta tests are looking good. I'm super excited but also had a few days of feeling like, OMG, WTF, NOW?! Suddenly I felt this rush of paranoia as to whether I'm ready or not. Anyone else ever experience this feeling? Followed by an overwhelming sense of guilt for feeling that way?! Ugh