A little heartbroken...I really thought I was pregnant 😞

Brittany • 28 years old, married 2016 -together 8yrs. Baby #1 08/17/19 Baby #2 on the way :)
My husband and I have been TTC for around a month or so, my AF was supposed to be due on Friday. I had a few symptoms related to pregnancy these last few weeks, sore breasts, irritable, food cravings. 
I started noticing brown/black blood on my liner yesterday, no cramps like I normally have. And usually my AF starts with heavy red bleeding and cramps. I tested yesterday morning before this happened, and got what I thought was a vvfl and then today I'm bleeding more frequently, no cramps, same color.  I just wanted to be pregnant so bad. I'm let down. 😢