Last yr May 2016 I lost my first pregnancy between 13 and 14 weeks. I never would of known this was going to happen. I didn't have any pain or bleeding. I sat down to pee and my baby just came out. It was traumatizing. My EDD was Nov 21st. This year I found out i was pregnant once again. My EDD is Nov 19th. Since I lost the first baby my doctor decided to monitor me every week. I went for my 13 week sono and baby looked great. Week 14 came and the Dr noticed my cervix had opened and the baby was putting his legs through. This was seen in my sono. Dr decided to check me and you could see the terror in his face. He explained that he could see my babies feet and i needed to remain laying down and that i would be taken in for an emergency cerclage. I was wheeled to hospital emergency and set up for surgery. They gave me spinal block and i remained awake through whole surgery. The Dr put 3 stitches but was not able to get to top of cervix in fear of breaking my bag. He explained that i would have to remain on bedrest for duration of my pregnancy and i was referred to specialist. After seeing specialist she explained that my cervix was less than 1cm and my body was doing everything it could to expel the pregnancy. At this point I was 15weeks and 4days. The specialist made it seem like i would not get through the weekend. This has been extremely terrifying and emotional for me. I question so many things. I am now 17 weeks and 1 day. I remain on bedrest and hope for the best. I'm just really scared and don't know what to expect. Any support or guidance/advice is greatly appreciated.