So today my significant other and I were fixing up our house as we are about ready to move within the next couple weeks. I kept reading them while we were fixing some stuff and they were like "honey no! Later maybe after everything is done" So I waited and even stayed up while they took a nap before work so I could wake them up in time. But as soon. As he woke up, he was hard...I mean, morning wood hard and started getting it on with himself...So he asks, "do you mind if I throw on Pornhub really quick" and I was like " I don't care, just let me know if you want me to join in" (this is once in a blue moon how our really good sessions go down...)

So I'm getting all excited trying not to watch and he was like "I want to do you but I only have a 15 minutes before work" so he stopped and I said "I can help with that if you want" and he said "No I'm just gonna go get ready for work" so he leaves the room and is gone for a while. He comes back in the room and is ready for work and something in me just kind of clicked.

( I mean we did have fun last night BUT I didn't get off at all. When I wanted him to get me off he said he was tired, I mean I understand, I'm a stay at home mommy with not too busy of a day that day and he had to work, so I let him sleep.) Anyhow, my confidence took a major hit because when he came back he said "what were you moving around up here?" Well I had been walking around to play with our dog. I felt so unloved and unwanted. I kind of felt lied to. So I pushed him away and told him to go because I didn't want to seem jealous or upset. I could use some input. I apologized on the phone and told him exactly why I was upset and that I was sorry for acting the way I did. I mean, because it is his body and he has the right to do what he wants, but I just felt so unloved in that moment. I can't tell if I was justified in being upset or not... I can't stop crying this is awful.

Help??