I couldn't hold it anymore

Pamela

Today I feel extra sad. I have a space in my heart to love a child that I don't know if I can have. My husband isn't ready, financially we are not ready. Emotionally I yearn for my little one. I see my child bearing years just dwindling everytime the sun goes down. Most days I'm strong but today I don't have that strength. I can't hold back the tears this time.

P.s. sorry about the son story, just had to say it to someone.