I'm so irritated because society's standards of "beauty" don't reach mine by a long shot. Therefore, I refuse to conform. I don't wear makeup, fake hair, or transform my body in any way, shape, or form. That has resulted in me looking like a 15 year old when I am indeed a 21 year old women. I have short hair, I'm only 5'3 and I definitely am not "fully figured". I do still have a teenager looking body. No wide hips, no big bum, just really huge boobs and awkward long legs. I also  don't dress for the men and women of today. I have a bohemian style so everything that I wear is flowing and wide legged or I wear athletic gear because I'm lazy. Ladies, Idk what to do with myself because there is literally nothing that I can do to up my appearance UNLESS I conform, but I will not. And the hardest part is walking around seeing women my age, even younger teenage girls, look like freaking supermodels. And then my boyfriend thinks I'm beautiful but I don't see how when I look 14 like Ariana Grande meanwhile BEAUTIFUL women are walking around him day to day looking like freaking Beyoncé? 😒 I just don't know how to mature my appearance.