My egg retrieval is this Thursday. To say I'm a hormonal mess is an understatement. My husband has struggled with anxiety and depression. He recently switched meds, over the weekend he disappeared all day and night. Radio silent so out of character. He finally came home and said he was at our country house and was thinking of killing himself. We share a therapist who I saw today and my therapist said he called him and had a psychotic break and he wanted to send an ambulance but my husband wouldn't give him the address. Thank God he contacted him and he is safe but I am absolutely inconsolable. I love this man more than anything in the world. We just held eachother and cried when he got home. He is off the meds and wants to sweep it under the rug now but I can't. I've been having a low grade panic attack since this happened. I told him we can just freeze the embryos and wait till he's ready but he insists he wants a baby so badly. I'm so stressed I don't know what to do. Please help.