I seriously need to vent right now! My husband is fucking driving me nuts! First off I'm epileptic so have basically no short term memory if you ask me what I had for breakfast at 1pm I wouldn't be able to tell you and I'm bipolar which I'm medicated for, now his only 2 jobs in the bloody house is to get the kids out to their drivers on time to leave for school and give me my meds when the alarm goes off for them for three fuckin days he didn't give me my meds so I'm now in the middle of a bipolar moment and I hate it! Then he blames me for him not giving me the meds (I don't set the alarm he does because I'm usually very busy with the kids so I turn it off and think I'll take them in ten minutes then ten mins later that memory is gone!) now I bloody cook I clean I take care of the kids I wash I bake, need to put some flat pack furniture together no problem I got this need a put a bunk bed together for my kids all bloody me he can't do it now I have been teaching him to do these things because his parents taught him nothing! And I mean nothing he never did a load of laundry before I taught him how he couldn't even cook a dammed egg it's like teaching a kid from the start how to start being self sufficient so when they leave home they can cook and clean for themselves now I don't usually mind this but tonight I've just bloody well had enough he knocked the screen door off it's runners I can usually take care of this myself but no matter how hard I tried I couldn't fix it and due to my emotions going crazy I ended up sitting on the outside of the screen door crying because I couldn't fix it then to say it's my fault he ignored the alarms for my meds well that was the last straw I lost it I cried I yelled how it could possibly be my fault I was not the one that ignored the alarms then I called my dad who knows all about my memory problems to vent about how upset I was and he said well u will have to learn to remember! Learn to remember it's not laziness or simple forgetfulness the memory is literally gone!! I feel like no one understands me right now and I know I'm gonna have to apologise for being so angry later tonight or tomorrow but I really don't wanna but if I don't I will hold on to my anger and just get angrier when all I want is peace