Sex, Sexual Abuse and Asexually?

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I guess I'm a bit of a hoe since I have had quit a bit of sex with quite a bit of people. I have done it all I swear at this point, girls, boys, both at once. I was abused when I was little but I legit don't remember it at all. Idk why but for me sex is like waking up in the morning. It's part of life but I never want to do it. I also don't really get attached to people idk. I don't get off on anything and I would love a world of no sex. Could I be asexual? And if I am, am I not being true to my self for having all this unwanted sex? Lastly the question i have never wanted to ask. Did my abuser ruin sex and emotional bonds for me?