My baby daddy and i broke up a month ago since he apparently lost feelings... he was still going to be involved with the baby and all. im currently 38 weeks and it is now hitting me that ill be a single mom. I do still love him and think about him alot. My family has been talking alot lately and its hitting me hard. I usually ignore but lately its just been too much. My mom was suppose to help me with the baby the first few days since im a first time mom, but lately my grandma has been very ill and doctors don't give her much hope... my mom wants to see her but since its about 16 hr drive she thinks about it and shes scared i might go into labor and doesn't want to leave me alone .. its all getting to me and i cry alot. I don't have anyone else and it hurts. Idk what to do, im scared to fall into depression and harm my baby.