I've been with boyfriend for 3 years. We did long distance for a year and he moved back. But ever since he moved back he hasn't been the same person. He gets upset with me over nothing. Which spiraled me into depression, along with a number of other reasons.  He left me because I was too much to handle. So I started to move in the best I could. My friends kept me busy so I wouldn't think about him. He kept in contact with me the whole time and one day he wanted me to come over to work things out. Finally I agreed to come over and that's when all my feelings came back. All the hurt he put me through. We got back together and we seemed to have things worked out but he wants me to be head over heels like I used to be. And I just can't seem to be that in love again. I'm holding back on purpose so I don't get devistated like last time. I just don't know what to do. I love him so much. I'm just consumed with the thought of being hurt again .