first ultrasound today update

Kristine
This evening I have my ultrasound. I have a history of eptopic pregnancy. I feel good this time around but I'm still scared. Hubby isn't going for a few reasons. 1-he has to stay with the kids. 2- this wasn't a planned pregnancy and he isn't happy about it. 
I feel very alone right now. I'm scared that there will be bad news and I will be alone to handle it, and then he will be happy. 
He has already asked me to end it. I said no, he's ok with that, but still is upset that I'm pregnant. 
Update: 
Just one. Thankfully. I got to see the heartbeat. 114.
Hubby wasn't too happy. I'm pretty sure he was hoping it wouldn't be viable. 
He wouldn't even look at the pics.