26 and 0 kids.

Latisha
Hello there wasn't a place that really fit this topic I can remove it if it's not supposed to be here. 
So I'm 26, and I am usually pretty patient in having kids, I.e. Waiting for the right person, and it's important to me to be married(I do not know my father) and important to my faith too. But lately I keep seeing my friends, mostly younger than me people who I watched grow up, are all having babies. It hit me more this week because two yesterday and saw ant then this morning my cousin. I'm really happy for them but it makes me feel down and alone. I know God has a plan and time for me. I just don't like feeling like this. 
I've been married and divorced something I learned from and took some time and just focused on myself then I met my boyfriend and he has been so amazing to me and shows me daily how much he loves me and supports me so much. I know we have a great future ahead of us. I just am ready, I've been ready since I was 21 to be a mom. I just want it so bad and don't feel like it will ever happen for me. I feel like that's what I was put here for to give children a loving happy home, one I didn't have so much when I was a kid. It just weighs on my heart a lot and I want it and when I see all the happy moms to be I can't help but feel lonely and jealous.