I'm scared

Abigail • Just an 18 year old trying to make a living
Ok so my real mom when i was about 5 or 6 hurt me in different ways. These ways are giving me medicine I didn't need to try to make me overdose, making me get unneeded surgery and lie to the docter telling them I have certain illnesses or diseases that I didnt. I'm not sure why they believed her and how she made me look so they would believe her but that's not the point. The point is i have scars from old feeding tubes (agian that I didnt need) and they aren't supposed to hurt. Well they do ...a lot. This morning these 2 white dots appeared around them and the areas have been stiff (the stiffness is normally but the stiffness this morning wasnt) anyways ik that no one might be able to help me but I was wondering if u could. Before u say go to the docter me and my step mom are trying to get my dad to take me considering he knows more of what happened but he says he doesn't want to go. Any help?