I'm lost

Jasmine
My mom is pregnat and well lets say that it went to the drain real quick ..
We went to her appointment when she was 5 months to find out the gender they discover his stomach full of fluid, his heart was little , he had a parted lip, his organs were together squeezing his heart, his feet are crooked.. Later on we found out he has Edward's syndrome.. and some more problems. I believe in God and pray for him a lot seriously a lot. Today my mom had an appointment and his still the same. I try to held back my tears to be strong for her they said probably the only reason his still alive is because my mom is his incubator .. So we will have to be present in the impact room because he might die while giving birth.. 😞 I'm seriously destroyed and when I see a baby I want to cry because I don't know I'll have the privilege to hug him and kiss him..