I am pregnant witg my rainbow baby, and I should be over the moon excited, but I am not, Im just sad and scared, Im fucking terrified, I haven't even told any of my family because I dont want to have to explain to everyone if I loose this one too. I am 8 weeks and 4 days. Ive seen my babys heart beat, and I was okay for a little bit, but then the anxiety and being scared started to creep back up on me, my next scan isnt until july 6th, and I dont know If i can wait that long..