feeling alone.

Courtney • Mommy to Liam and Emery, due October 31st with baby number 3!
Last time I was pregnant I fell in love with my baby as soon as I saw that positive test. Unfortunately I lost him. So now I'm 4 weeks exactly and I found out I was pregnant a few days ago. I don't feel anything really. I'm more scared and emotional and don't feel any love yet. Please tell me this is normal. I want so badly to love my baby and have a healthy happy 9 months but what if it happens again? I don't think I could handle the pain again.