Your boyfriend is abusive Debrah
All of these posts are just like "haha my boyfriend 💏💏 and i were screaming at each other and i tried to call my mom to pick me up because i was terrified 😭😭 except!! He destroyed my phone and pinned me against the wall and we had amAZING rough kinky sex 😍😍😍💦💦💣💣 love him"
That👏is👏emotional👏physical👏and sexual👏 abuse👏, unhealthy at the least. and we're trying to pretend that its normal for your s/o to pin you down and fuck you "coincidentally" immediately after an argument. That's not makeup sex, that's hate fucking and that's how you end up with mutually abusive relationships