Venting!!

Desire
So I'm currently in my 2nd <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> cycle. The first cycle I was there with this girl who ended up getting the poly ovarian whatever.. shirt story she couldn't transfer.. 
My second cycle she came back to do a frozen transfer, she transferred the day I triggered 6/5... she messaged me last night that she was preggo and having all these symptoms.. 
Now I TRY to be happy for people-those struggling with fertility know what I mean- but I'm so mad!! I'm not having really ANY symptoms.. AND she doesn't have custody of her 2 oldest kids! So WHY?! WHY can't that person be me!!! I know that sounds messed up ☹️