im so tired / just venting

My man makes me feel unwanted ! I have my guard up with him for several reasons: he has cheated on me and asked girls to have sex and telling them he wants to be with them. Two weeks ago we got into a real bad argument and it got physical he choked me and it got me mad and i stared punching him but he blocked every punch . Anyways i feel like he makes me miserable and he always tells me im trippin. In reality i dont like acting over protective but he made me this way . He never compliments me ; we never kiss we hardly have sex now. I always tell him why is he with me if he doesn't love me and he says he does but i dont feel the love . I always tell him to leave the house and he always tells me an excuse that he has no where to go but i hinestly dont care anymore i deserve better than this relationshit. Not to mention we have a 6 month old and im 9 weeks pregnant . Idk what to do anymore I guess asking himto show me love is too much to ask for .