rant/ idk

Krissy
hey ladies so I haven't posted in a few days cuz it's just been crazy/ stressful at my house so babygirl been doing good but hitting a growth spurt so she always wanting to eat and it's been making me super tried. My son as been bugging me to put up his pool. witch I would live to do but with baby feeding like crazy my energy lvl on e I haven't been able to. My mom lives with us to help out but her back has been messed up and still does what she's able to. well my lovely husband been ruining around and all of a sudden last night and today he's had major attitude with me and I don't get it. I understand were broke right now the starter went out on his car my truck battery had been going dead we've had a crap ton of Dr apt. we almost ran out of diapers last night because I didn't realize someone open the last pack but thankfully I had 2 diapers in three diaper bag. I went food shopping and forgot a few things and feel like I did a crapy job at it. But idk what's going on with him or what I did to make him act like these yeah our house is a hot mess cuz were in a little 2 bedroom apt and 3 adults,a 9 year old boy, and a 4 month old and 2 little dogs. everything unorganized because I'm soo over weld with it all I don't even know where to start. And yeah that could be part of his problem but he's not doing anything to help get the house in order (hate to say it but he's like a big kid him self doesn't clean up behind him expects my mom and me to do it all because he pays the bills and does side jobs here and there so we can make it he's is disable cuz of his back and a leg injury so I don't press him on belong with the house work but it's so frustrating when he's acting like I'm doing something wrong I'm trying my best while trying to stay postive as much as I possibly can because I have a bad history of post partum depression/depression all together/ anixtiey (thankfully I haven't had it this time) but I really don't get what's going on with him. acne ours really starting to bug me idk if we really haven't had any us time or if he's just on his man rag........ and they a say woman are bad smh. idk what to do