Just a fat girl trying to look and feel nice for a change

Jade
Hey guys! So, I've always had issues with my body. It's not just my weight, but I have stretch marks, cellulite, and a bit of bacne. It's around the time where most people can be found going to pools and beaches. I actually like swimming and being in the water, but always just go take a shower as an alternative for fear of repulsing others. I found these swimsuits that I really like on Adornme.com, but don't think I'd look as nice as the models do with them. I don't know, I guess my question is should I get one or both or just stick with a t shirt and some shorts?