To the man in my life who thought he could play with my emotions. Who thought he could string me along like a little puppet and hurt and emotionally abuse me over and over and never have remorse.  The man who blamed me for every single bad thing in our relationship when all the red flags were flashing in my face even though I blindly chose to ignore all of them.  I chose to have two children with you.  But this morning I woke up and realized my boys are learning from him.  They are watching everything and if I stay and let them believe this is all ok one day their wives or girlfriends are going to have to go through what I'm allowing their dad do to me and NOBODY deserves this! I want them to grow to be gentlemen and love their spouse in all the right ways