Okay I'm just venting

Okay so when I was 15 I got pregnant with my first son I'm was in a relationship With my sons father for almost 9mnts as soon As I found out I was pregnant I told him

He told me to be quiet And not tell anyone that same night he brought a pregnancy test cause he didn't believe I was i took the test came back super positive the first thing out his mouth

THATS NOT MY BABY!!!!

I'm like seriously okay u the only one I've been with when I was 5mnts he told me to get an abortion I refused cause I don't believe in killing an innocent soul

He even tried to get my daddy to agree with him

Sure like my father was gonna agree long story short he got ghost on me when I was 6mnts and popped back up when I was 7mnts

After I had my son he held him one time and gave me hell telling me how u couldn't help me and how that's not his child

My son is now 7years old and never laid an eye on his biological father I seen him for the first time in 7years and I was pissed all over again

I know I shouldn't be mad but I've went through hell to take care of him my boyfriend took the role of daddy when he didn't have too

I don't understand how a man can leave his child all because he believes the mother was lying About it...

Am I Delusional?