i lost my virginity last night

tori
i honestly don't know what to say. it was really quick but i feel like i'm not good enough. it was just supposed to be a blow/hand job and then he started kissing on me and rubbing and i couldn't say no anymore. it was without condom because it wasn't planned and i'm 15 years old and don't know how or when i can get a pregnancy test to make sure!😩 any suggestions?