I hate when i half ass make plans w someone because im trying to make it obvious i dont want to take part.. a really close friend of mine is having a fathers day get together w 5 couple friends.. all of which are celebrating their first fathers days with their BRAND NEW BABIES.. and im supposed to have just celebrated my first mothers day but didnt because i lost my baby at 7 months.. now theyre messaging me like... " You told us Yes you were coming..whyd you even say yes.." umm cos u asked me to come a hundred time after i said id rather not.. i know wtf i said but thanks for telling me as if i forgot.. not really in the mood to coo over babies when I'm clearly still bitter about my own life.. haha thanx tho..