Just need to vent 😢
I'm 23 weeks pregnant and even before I got pregnant I had back problems ( for three years before ) I kept going to the doctors they always assumed it was sciatica so when I became pregnant I told the doctor and she sent me to physical therapy they checked me and said my spine was curved inward and that they could feel the bone in my back sticking out I assume my spine or tailbone it hurts in my lower back they told me that because they were worried the bone had some damage that they couldn't let me do many exercises unt after I had the baby so they could get an xray and everything. So last month I sat in at 60 year old metal chair rusted all to pieces at my husbands cousins wedding and it breaks with me in it ( I blamed that last cupcake I had to have lol ) and it jarred my back the pain back there got even worse I can't even explain how bad it is its literally worse than any pain I've ever experienced and I have one son so I know how much labor hurts lol this is 10000x worse because it never ends. I so have severe depression and I just cry and hate myself so much because it hurts so bad it makes cleaning the house a challenge at night I can't even get out of the bed too pee!!!! I'm so miserable and useless. My husband even had to quit his second shift great paying job for a low paying day job because of how bad it is. I feel guilty because its my fault. Idk what to do its made my depression sky rocket. Its horrible. ðŸ˜
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