im so sad

I know people say the one will come eventually but like I'm so sad because I have the worst luck with guys and It's sucks like all guys want is sex and it suvks because I want something more than that but nobody else does and maybe I am going for the wrong ones but I literally never go out how am I supposed to meet someone. Don't get me wrong I do get guys but their assholes and just want to fuck. Ugh I just feel so lonely I don't have anyone and sometimes having fun just gets tiring but I really do feel like I'm going to die alone