We've decided that baby isn't meant to happen for us after this were done ttc. I wish you all the best and healthy pregnancies. I just can't go through another loss this one has destroyed me it's like a huge slap to the face from god to me I prayed and prayed for my bfp and a week later to lose it.. just can't even deal with this and I don't even want to talk about it with anyone I'm just done. I've thought long and hard on this and I feel it's the best we stop ttc. Thank you everyone for being so nice and helpful.