Am i ugly without make up??

Rebecca • Becca🌹

So i come from a really religious family. I was not allowed to wear pants...wear jewelry.. Have piercings.. Or wear makeup. Until i moved out and got married and did whatever i wanted to do. In very self conscious and I really dont like people to see me without makeup. I guess i get it from being bullied in school when i was younger.. I hate my strawberry blonde hair/eyebrows. Why wasnt i born a dark skinned exotic babe?!?!

This first picture is me.

EXCUSE my hair please. Yesterday i went and got a perm...the lady totally screwed up my hair and i had to chop a lot off because it deep fried my hair. It normally does NOT look like this at all!

But anyways the first picture is me without makeup on.

The second picture is me with make up on.

My husband says that i look the same with or without makeup on but when i showed my grandma a picture of me she didnt even recognize me. I told her it was me and she didnt believe me. She said i looked a lot BETTER.

Guys please be HONEST with yalls answers which one do u prefer.

And could you rate me with and without makeup 1-10.

Thanks!! And if yall have any makeup tips or criticism. Id really appriciate it.