need advice

Ashley • Ttc#3 😍💕
I'm having an internal battle in my head. My cycle is anywhere from 26-31 days and I'm currently at 29 and I keep thinking af is going to show then nothing. I keep going back and forth on wether to test, I haven't even contemplated testing in months because I keep getting so disappointed to see negatives. My husband and I have been trying for our third for a year now, it baffles my mind to know my first two were accidents and when we actually try we seem to have no luck. I'm at target wondering if I should pick up some tests but I can't decide, someone choose for me lol