Left alone at home

I am just merried 5 months ago, I used to work in US Miami for 12 years, when I decided to get married, I relocated to my country now, and leaving my job to live with my husband in the big city, at the first week of my married, my husband was talking with his ex girlfriend in very romantic way, I understood sone of their languages but most of it I dont understand what they were talking about, his ex-girl friend is married as well and already have 4 adult children, but to see the happiness in my husband face its seems like he was on top of the world, he didnot even realize that I am with him, the second week of my married, I was sitting near to my husband cellphone, when I saw the message, I was very suprised, and then when I opened the phone there was alot of chating with other girls, wich is seducing the girls and word of honey, and other sweet caller, when I saw the date it was from my enggagement day to the day we got married in the church, I was broke in to tears and I felt sorry to left my job and living in the decent life with him, just to find out, he is not really serious about our married.

And when I told him about this, he said I am sorry, I will never do that again. But after that he lock his cell phone with password.

After that I never believe in anything he is saying, I try to stand for my married even thought all my family is not agree but I want my married is only once and for ever. But its seems like I am living in doubt now, cause after that weeks till now my husband just leave me alone at home. He only coming back when its time to sleep, most of the time he got back home at 05 am, I really dont understand, is this the normal married life is supposed to be?. Am I so stupid to stay inthis married and became a slave to my husband, I did everything for him and I am so tired and exchausted, dont know whats rigth and wrong any more, I dont know what I have to do