I'm living vicariously through you ladies

I've accepted that it might just not be in God's plan for me to have another child (my kids are 11 and 12 and I'm TTC with my current s/o with no luck so far).  I think I've began living vicariously through all of you posting your BFPs, no matter how faint. I actually enjoy examining them to help you figure out if you're pregnant or not . And I'm genuinely happy for you when you are pregnant!! That's big for me because I used to hate seeing other's BFP when I couldn't get my own. Maybe one day I'll be able to post my vvvvfl for you all to look at for me 💛💚💜💙