Rest in Paradise Baby C.

I sit here and think.

You were gone too soon.

Does your soul live in heaven?

Up over the moon?

You were mine for a short time.

Maybe my worry took you away.

I loved you while you were there.

Maybe my stress made it so you couldn't stay.

I think about you more often than I wish to speak.

You're gone and and I hate that because I wish you were here,

In my belly, hearing my heartbeat ever so clear.

I blame myself for the reason the lord took you away.

Maybe you would be here, if I had gone to church that Sunday.

I miss you more than I'm willing to admit.

I feel selfish for not grieving as much as I should.

But baby, I would have saved you if I could.

Your brother still asks me from now and again,

Is the baby still in there?

And my heart feels like its been stuck with a thousand pins.

I miss you my angel.

I won't forget you.

I'm broken sweet angel

Put my heart back in two.

I hope you're in heaven in Grandpa C's arms.

Flying with angels, safe from earth harm.

Tell God mom and dad need a rainbow.

We can't handle more tears.

But for you I will face all of my fears.

Rest in Paradise my angel!