So New Years Day I got a BFP not expecting I would be, had my first ultrasound February 14 ❤️❤️. The doctor gave us unexpected news saying our baby had cystic hygroma and most likely will not make it. After having 2 full terms girls this was not something we were expecting to hear. My husband and I decided to think positive and remain hopeful that our baby would make it. At our next followup the baby had no heartbeat, it was a very tough day for me knowing I had to go home with a baby inside that wasnt alive but it was better then me not having him at all and feeling that emptiness. The next day(April) I was admitted to the hospital to deliver our baby and to our suprise he was our boy the boy we were dreaming of, he was 18 weeks.Today I would have been 30 weeks, not a day goes by where I dont think about him. Me and my husband have been TTC not to replace my baby but to fill our emptyness. I have been counting my days and my period was due last week but AF still hasnt made her visit. I took a pregnancy test yesterday and I got a BFN, so at this moment I dont know whats going on with my body I know about two weeks ago I had a little spotting (kinda mucus like only when I wipe) but not sure what it was. Sorry so long but I wanted to share my story, Any advice???