12dpo and I may be out this month😞

So I've done the forbidden and I've taken a pregnancy test smh I knew I shouldn't have but my fiancé really wants to conceive...he's been driving himself nuts a little more than I even have only because I'm scared to let myself down...Anyway I've taken one and I'm only 12 dpo but like I said in my last post I've been having the weirdest symptoms ever! I've had the weirdest cramp now for the past 4 days it's only on one side of my pelvic area but it doesn't really hurt not like my usually menstraul cramps it's milder...I've also had a creamy white discharge which has no smell it's not bothersome like a typical yeast infection it's just there one day not the next. Iam also very very very tired and I don't eat as much as I used too and l I will stay up almost all night even though I am always tired smh I honestly don't know what to think anymore maybe I am just out my period is supposed to come on this Sat but I just can't wait until I miss it to take a test smh please hurl some baby dust this way😞