boyfriends dick😳

To be upfront, I'm scared to have sex with my boyfriend because of his huge dick. First of all, I'm a virgin. I've been to the gyno a few times and my experience with even the skinniest "virgin" speculum was horrific and excruciating. I'm ready for sex in every other aspect but not his 9incher😑 I know that I'll need to be super turned on and use lube but even then I'm really worried it will hurt and be a bad experience. I'm of age, I love this boy, and I'm ready. Ready for everything but his dick lmao.