I cheated on my husband in April we have since resolved our issues but lately it feels like he cant deal with it?

To be clear I completely understand how he feels and I've given him the right to feel whatever he feels but its just gotten so bad. He is acting like such an asshole, ex: last night we got into a fight because I made him something to eat other then what I promised, he had a huge attitude and that's what lead me to having an attitude. I don't have to make his food I do it because I want too. Long story short my "attitude" made him not in the mood to eat the food is given him.

I feel upset because he is constantly doing this crap where he does something to provoke me and I get upset and then blames it on me. I have depression that im trying to handle so I just cant deal with it all at once I leave the room and he follows sometime after to continue telling me why im at fault. After a while he came back in again and started crying about me cheating and I feel horrible I do everything I can for him and in the morning he is acting like an asshole again he tried slamming the door in my face instead of having me walk him out to the car for work like I always do.

Please do not sit here and tell me what a horrible person I am for cheating that's not what im looking for i just need some advice I cant handle this.