Ok so me and my boyfriend of a year and a half recently broke up and like I love him more than anything honestly and missing him is taking a huge toll on me I snapped I've gone in this state where I don't eat or sleep and I broke my wall and went into shock and I feel so drained and I justice I want him back and I miss him and everything we would do together and all the things he would say to me and like the fact there is literally nothing I can do makes me feel so fucking shitty and like the other day he said he's just over me and over being in a relationship but then he gets super upset and jealous seeing other guys on my social media and says he doesn't want to be friends cause he just wants to move on and I hate how he's hiding his feelings or  he either really doesn't love me anymore and idk if I should still hope for me and him but idk what to believe and I just know without him I've been a fucking wreck and Idk how to deal with it or cope because I just cry and I miss him but like ugh idk I just needed to put my feelings out there 💔😞