need honest opinions!?! please help!

Desiree
Ok so before I got pregnant I weighed 301 pounds lost 50, met my new husband, got pregnant, got married, only gained six pounds during pregnancy and now weight 230 pounds. which I have maintained the past few months. This is the first time in my life I have been nearly back to my high school weight so I went bold with my swimsuit. I'm still unsure of it because I am still heavy but I do feel better about myself but I'm still not confident. What do you all think and would you wear it? I love the swim suit I just hate my body. 
*EDIT* I would like to add we will be taking two trips over the next two months one to my husbands hometown where we will be going to the lake and another to Dollywood splash country.