the struggle is so real tonight!

St
tonight is by far the toughest night i've had (physically) during this pregnancy (32w5d). i'm currently at work, and have about 4.5 hours until i get off. if i wait about 20 more minutes and leave, it won't count as a call out, but i will have to use 4 hours of my personal time. 
i can't get comfortable, my sciatic nerve is killing me, i've thrown up twice and i still feel nauseous. i work at a psych hospital so when we get these patients up at 5am things will just be more physically demanding and idk how much i can take!
and the fact that my unit is actually over staffed tonight (very rare occasion) makes it so much harder to find reasons to stay!
i just wanna go home and soak in the bath then lay down 😫