not what I was expecting...

Jessica
So I got the panorama panel done on the 14th of June. I was so excited to get the results of gender. I totally thought it was a girl. We have 3 boys 10,6,4 so we definitely wanted this one to be a girl. I got the results this morning.... we're expecting a healthy baby boy in dec. don't get me wrong, I love the baby. I'm glad he's healthy. I am relieved that we already have most everything we need for him from the other kids. But I truly wanted to have a little princess. I'm kind of down today because of all of it. I hate feeling like this because I know how many people struggle with infertility and would be so happy to be able to have a baby period and here I am being all sad because I'm having another boy. Has anyone else felt like this or am I the only one??