ttc 8 months.

Tonight I'm feeling very nauseaus and sick. Along with bloating. But it's like upper body sick (does that make sense) and having odd hiccups. It's only 6dpo. I don't want to get my hopes up. My heart already hurts so much ttc. I tested a few days ago and got a negative. 
I might be the only woman that wants the sickness. The painful boobs. The tiredness. We just want a baby so much.