Very snappy/moody

My kids grandparent wants to take all the kids for summer. 7, 5 & 3. My 3 year old is very mature and well behaved. I need a break Lord knows and they do to. Cause mama(me) been tripping. Lol idk if I want them to go though. I'm gonna miss them sooo much and I won't be able to just go see them 😏 trying to figure out what to do.