So, Monday is gonna be one of the worst days!! Our baby girl would be a year old on the 26th. I'm trying to keep my head up and even tho I am very happy for my sister who just gave me a nephew on the 22nd but I hold him and just want to cry bc I wish it was me!! Everyone tells me how strong of a woman I am for all I have been thru but I'm really not, I just don't let others see how much I hurt!! Please everyone just keep me in ur prayers!! 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏