Scared about myself...

I am watching Criminal Minds and the episode I'm watching is about a woman. That has "Intermittent explosive disorder" which is what my therapist thinks I may have and will be testing me for it soon. She is a murderer, but she is a lot like me in their analysis of her. Her anger just Fester's and she explodes and when she does she almost feels like she has 2 personalities and I feel the same way sometimes. I'm really worried about myself now... I know it's just a show, but still...