There are so many women out there that get pregnant and don't want a baby. I've wanted one my entire life. As a kid I KNEW I was going to have kids of my own and be a great mom. My ex husband told me I would be a terrible mother and who has a kid now? You guessed it, him, not me. When his parents had drug issues and gave him to his grandmother. Yet somehow, getting and staying pregnant is like rocket science to my damn body.