am I bad?

I honestly feel that I am not yet ready to be a mother. I love my daughter and she is so beautiful and it's only been five days but it's so hard and I am still young; I'm only 18 years old and I just want to finish school and go to collage and make money for myself and work my way up and then have the child I want. 😩 I think for me, right now, I'm not ready.