I feel so stupid because I can't pass a simple drive test

I stay in California and I don't know what's wrong with me. I've been waiting to have my license for a year with all the practice I can get and I failed the behind the wheel 3 times I can make one small mistake and I'm done. Now my permit is no longer valid and I'm back to taking the written tests to where I was before at the beginning I failed it twice yesterday and I don't understand how. Life gets in the way for me me and my bf were robbed 3 weeks ago and I was pregnant in December but lost it and I can't even pass a simple fuckin driving test what's wrong with me 😪