some very much needed advice please!

Pamela
Hi I'm Pamela I'm a 35 year of woman who's had a still born 12 years ago and now Am married. My husband has a daughter from a previous relationship and we as of late have been talking about adding on to our family,I couldn't be more A static however now when I bring up different ideas and things that are going to take us at least 4-6 months to get stratend out you now wants to drop the subject and talk about it in 3-6 months. It's breaking my heart because I want to be young enough to enjoy but I hope that in the end ts everything and more I could ever imagine does anyone have any advice they might be willing to share? Thank you so very much Pamela